Turquoise Colored Bracelets Mean

Chapter III, Chapter II

Title: Error
Banda : MUCC
Author: fuckantastic
Rating: M
couple : TatsurouxMiya
Chapters : March 2
Characters: Tatsurou, Miya, Yukke, SATOchi
Warnings: shounen ai, yaoi
Summary: After a long and idyllic week, the still nascent relationship between Tatsurou Miya and cracks. Tatsurou looking for answers, while all he does is leave more questions unanswered.

Note: As explained ljmoony in Chapter VIII of Hara or Watte hanasu , I wrote this fanfiction parallel with its history. While there is nothing wrong with reading both fanfictions separately, jump over to the view that history is exactly the same with two different views. Therefore, it is clear, then, that should be read or Watte Hara hanasu first (in addition to recommending whether this story.)


When I learned ... ah, when I came SATOchi with gossip. Were angry, we were sent to both the balcony. Me first, obvious. It was very hot ... I was very thirsty, and I was holding hunger. Then came SATOchi.

- I hate "I told him I did you see that is a bad time?
- I hate, and laughed, the very garbage-nah, can not leave us here all day. You really slept here?
- Three times, I forget, God-with is four. No, yes, you laugh, I'm a poor man, "laughed with him.
- I am going to say that we leave. Miya! "I pounced on him immediately, making it quiet.
- Are you all insane? You really are you going to complain? Speak for yourself in any case, I'm not going to Mussolini against or crazy.

and appears on the glass door, five feet of pure terror. I just looked and I looked the opposite balcony. SATOchi did not realize that you had called, and left.
I told him what had happened was a while, in the fourth.

- Do you know? Miya is a bit weird, we were talking in whispers so that no one listened. So you do not listen.
- How "weird"? -And you could tell he was nervous. He spoke with that laugh or smile contained to confirm a suspicion.
- Do not laugh. Just when we were in the room ... no, I told you before, also the cab, right-when we returned from the hospital, we stopped at the store to buy not know what the hell, do the cloths were? And some Band-Aids, which was re Yukke dense because only he had wanted Minnie and Winnie the Pooh.
- Winnie-be tempted-aww, Minnie ...
- Dah, do not start, it was not for mellows, definitely, and what moron who is the other, please fungus shit!
- What jacket, but she laughed too, well, what happened?
- I do not know, I was like ... very affectionate, is tempted to, you fool. Seriously. It never is with me. Me or anyone else.
- But what is "loving"?
- Believe me loving . I teníaa upa, you know, because poor, understood nothing and was shit cold. And I hugged him to not get cold.
- What gay-I looked indignant.
- Gay? Sales with Shuu, and I talk about gay! Shut up, wanker. Well, I'm telling you, we could not find a comfortable position and not give us the sun on her face fucking hot ... I was saying. I was here, you know, and he was made a rat, all tiny. And I looked ... weird, "I smiled, I could not believe it, I was watching the idiot mouth began to laugh out loud-we-hush - but you interrupted me with two blows at the door.
- Less laughter, bother-you sent me, slowly. You went with Yukke, then. Damn, I made gestures to convince you that leave us out and gave us back. Most of you realize, but luckily they left the room.
- is extremely ruthless, "he said.
- Mal Well, I'm still counting.
- I've watched her mouth was tempted the asshole. I laughed a bit, too.
- And the Moon too! Was re lost, badly. I hugged him because she was cold, and as he smiled a little ...
- Hmm! What did you do?
- Nothing, it did not take the point. I said, what the mouth.
- I'm dying "and covered her face to stifle the laughter," what did he say?
- "You really have big lips," he said.
- How gay! Cried softly you wanted kill!
- Well, I had fever, sure anyone thought.
- Yukke has a theory.
- About Miya? Above it is never wrong ... "I know you so well as he.
- says that ... he likes you.
- Uh, SATOchi, you're an idiot.
- I'm serious! Y therefore it is with that shit "is the end is the end!" Said, making mockery. It was all he said, "is the end", says the evidence is that their newly-
fungus - mushrooms! I had to put the mushrooms! "I remember and it makes me laugh. "TATTOO." "There, do not believe him.
- No, no, really. Listen, it's good. The first name that came up I had to do with you. And he told me put a face all happy, in love.
- As your fat Maso less.
- Aww, my chubby ...
- What else did he say? "I wanted to hear everything.
- Eh ... said he also gets nervous whenever you're around. And if you do, the more elusive lately.
- It is true, yes ... ... Do you think that is?
- And if you look at the mouth ... "be tempted again," God, Miya is scary! Do not you scared?
- well, poor, is kind-I missed. I stared hard at him. He equally. I learned to SATOchi that I seemed tender. Immediately looked to the ground a few seconds, and I turned so I would not see. They started to laugh.
- Tatsu, seriously! "I said, I was not asked, you like, you like ~
- Shut up, fool. Now what do I do?

And we talked at length about what he would do with you. There was no turning back, it was obvious something was wrong with me you. And oddly, I was not scared. The plan was we were trying to do something to confess. Because it's true, I never would have said anything on your own. For more than you had five ulcers, and were in intensive care, ever. And I wanted to talk. I was not sure why, anyway. Although why would it be? If you loved me so much that you show me escape, I wondered how this was to hold with certainty.
The sun was beating down. We only had a packet of cookies, I remember. I brought you because I begged you to bring me a cookies. There were two, always so generous. SATOchi was sleepy, and wanted to enter. I started singing. He suggested I sing to you, the better. So I did. We sang many songs, very excited, basically hoping that someday we can write our own.
sang many of X, because I know that you like. Then I sang some of Luna Sea, but I remembered you thought you were very mellow and you did not like. Bon Jovi sang to laugh a little, and ask forgiveness. Other radio sang well ... but did not come. You came when I started
to mourn as a dog, to ask what he wanted. I asked you to bring me the glasses, because they hurt the eyes. I looked from above. You said no, dry, and closed the door quickly. I slammed the glass and asked you to please come back. My eyes hurt really, you know? Is sorry I gave you (then I saw in the mirror and were very red) and told us to enter. And at least I do not know why he came back and we stayed four hours in earnest. I
Yukke a direct hit, damn, we were three hours and burned completely comfortable with you unhappy. It took the head, and said he was convinced that you let us go. Then managed to SATOchi and went to the big house, and left us alone. We had dinner together, and God told me what Ayame.

- We need to talk, "he said. Her eyes widened, I could not believe it, I did not tell you before because ... well, did not want to stop being my friend got me pale. Am I going to say? - Well, one ... what do I know ... you do not control who falls in love. And I really do not want to lose the friendship we have, Tatsurou.

I left the sticks to the side of the bowl. The food I was stirring, and the stomach was tightening incredibly. I stared, a little scary. You stayed silent for a few seconds up, making suspense.

- Comes from a long time, you know, "came down head for a moment, I hope that does not get mad, but ... the truth is that I always had a hard time talking to you about ... about Ayame. I was in love with her for a while, you know?

"Ayame? I could not believe it. I sighed heavily, and I said, relieved, I thought you'd love my mom or something. I was not thinking about my mom exactly, anyway.
I'd caught off guard, you know? And the photo on your bag, when I opened it to take the phone, could not believe it, why you wanted a picture of me?
When we went to bed, you were so nervous that he ran away to the bathroom. And I saw again the picture ... then I confessed that you had three, and one more but different. That in the case of the guitar, and the other in a wallet, purse and another place I do not agree. You told me about two hours later.
"Why do you want a picture of me?" I asked. I wanted to look at me me. What were you nervous, young. I gave a hug to make you feel better, at least, and I think it was worse. I did my best to indulge a little, because you were all hard, nervous. With that hug, I realized how small you are. You had your little hands open, resting on your legs. Did not do anything. I watched a little bit. I felt inclined to sink a kiss on the cheek, but did not know what to do. Well, a patch over the tiger ... I gave you. And I said if it was out of pity, did not want anything. For shame! How are you going to say that, love. I'm not discouraged, however. You took the stomach in a moment, I realized that I hurt a lot. Were very nervous. I adopted a goal: I had to make you feel better. And I care a lot. Suits you best in my legs and I held strong again. I tried to be as delicate as I could with you. I think I did well, right? You looked good, as well as nervous, of course.
with the previous concept of the spots of the tiger, I thought there was nothing wrong with kissing lips. I thought ... I did not think anything. There was nothing to think indeed. I looked at your lips a moment, and I longed to feel them. So I approached you. I wanted that, no matter what happened, you felt happy and you'll remember that moment forever. I do not like cliches, but seriously. I felt your breath on my lips, but was very soft. If I close my eyes now, I can remember everything. I took your cheeks after petting your forehead, and rested my lips on yours. How soft ... and how nervous you were, did not know how to make you calm down. I kissed her over and again your lips, without being too abrupt. I took the neck, then. We were leaving to kiss, but never kissed me first. I did not count, of course, but I'm sure that I kissed more than five times. And yet, all your kisses I love them. I was discovering how nice it is to win you have to give.
Although very, very slowly, as usual with you, ever let me get a bit closer. Did not want to scare you away by telling you what you made me feel (not going to believe me, anyway), so I tried to prove it all in mime. I need you to know, now. You let me sleep
you. I do not know what you expected to happen when you wake up, with the apocalypse you are, but I made sure he did not think anything with the odd kiss. A hug and kisses. And from that moment there is no minute in the day you do not want to give you one. Ah, Miya, do not do this, do not tell me it was a mistake. Again
I mixed the times and memories. And I remember everything, I have spare time. I remember ... when the kids went to the movies with Nii, Shuu, and Ryo Satoshi, that you were angry because we are not invited. I told you "should be for the couples." I wanted you to be my boyfriend. I do not know how long, but you are. And maybe you were. And just as angry as you were, I took you in his arms and made you laugh all you tight as you laugh when you're with. Ah, that day I discovered your legs! I mean we had seen before and had entertained too, but discovered them that day. God, I'll never be tired of them. So soft, warm ... but soft is the word. And I swear that I care, but I can not help take them hard, and you will escape a whisper in my ear. I still believe that you are of cotton. One of the things I like to be with you. If I say "you die, you kiss, or stay with his legs," I'd rather die because they do not know which to choose. I love, Miya.
And I offered to go to the movies, and you said good to go. And between kiss and kiss, I try to remove a schedule, a movie, a cinema, but I could not. We did not film anything in the end, liar. You stayed with me at home, with shame, kisses, sighs and rosy cheeks. Better than any movie. Just want to go to the movies with you yet. So do not regret now.
say so I remember ... the mime in the house with the kids, we won. You all played hard, "Moulin Rouge", which wanted to dance but I grabbed the "underwear", so you were a whore, and you smoked cigars, so you were a lover, who slept with the prostitute, and guessed Yukke, "The Bourne Supremacy," you'd see in an imaginary mirror, signal and not you know who you were, effortlessly and you were hiding behind a almohadóny fired, then I chased the police, and three as jerks screaming all variables are higher and also not (I think that the outburst shouted "supreme") but nobody guessed in time; "8 Mile", to cry when "rapeabas" God, you looked so ridiculous that you were cute, "Moon Child, you did the act of biting necks and I could not think of anything biting you mine, and us trying to cover my bruises in the bath to give you a little less shame, and put them handsome face, looking down (more yet), but we did not realize you were Gackt and pointing up and guess "sun" and then "moon", and then start making gestures of Ninoy you pointed out to Yukke, and the fungus fool all he said was "lunaniño" but you wanted to say it in English then cross his hands, and began to say it backwards ... and I do not remember who said "Moon Child", or maybe none, and the best, then that signals the teddy bear that was lying there and then your skin, so you were black, and were with one hand tied to the wall, so also were arrested, then I started to laugh and I said "you know the number of movies of black prisoners who are there?" and I tempted, and then I did the Moisésy wanted to separate the water and burst, "a black prisoner who open waters, what a laugh ... all that you gave me was" The Green Mile. " A black inmate who separated the waters, I was crying with laughter. Even now I laugh. And they chose the worst to Shuu, told him to "40 Year Old Virgin," "Spring, Summer, Fall, Winter and Spring Again," "The Devil Wears Prada" ... ed ; mo you laugh, evil. I do not know if I was embarrassed that after lunch we turn away a little, but I really wanted to be with you. You slept later. I wanted to take home as well but would you want because SATOchi had taken and I have no license. I had to wake up, you had a swollen mouth. We came home, I did some pampering Masy went to sleep.
I remember ... I remember the day after I kissed you, we ate together. You above me, on my lap or between them, because I can not estarme still. And you ignored SATOchi, skip it when you offered the rice and I got so tickled at how he looked sideways, up and down, you accidentally spit because I laughed with his mouth full. I thought you were going to kill me, you know? But in return you laughed a little, I cleaned out and then me, with a napkin. I said "pig", but there was not a hint of reproach in your voice. And you gave me a kiss. In the mole on my cheek. You made me smile so much that it could hit my mouth to finish eating.
What happened? Came the manager today, and we threw the schedule with dates, locations, staff, groups and aircraft programmed with the beautiful date of the next day after tomorrow. What happened? We realized that in that month, we will not be together, barely a week and we're not going to hold, now the rooms, half of them in the hotels you choose, we slept with the boys, and in the tour bus beds are separated by a curtain of shit, and yet still sleep with everyone going to realize because a bed will be empty. And I will not be able to kiss or hug, or make upa, or talk low, or be alone with you, or anything. And you know that we will not hold, then you're afraid that everyone realizes. And you leave the band and us all with the very crap. And you gave. So rather not have told me nothing, instead of trying to do something. You repent, and throw yourself to blame. Simply wanting to be with me, because you would rather let me go. As if I could forget what it is to you.
Enough. Need to talk. As much as I do not give the lungs to run faster, I can not think anymore. I know that if I make an effort, we have a lot more time beautiful, like when we go out together and then went to breakfast, we ended up sleeping at 8:30 in the morning and up in the living room, or when we go to your nephew to buy the tiger and the pig of the sea, " ; you remember the pig of the sea? Or when you went to talk to do not know who, who slept at home, and when you came back and hug you and kiss you expect a lot of things, and you were like that, ignoring, and then when we were alone let me cuddle with you for a while. I need to get faster so that I can be me again. Yes, I will make you want to be me again.