Sunday, July 25, 2010

Urination Pain After Taking Plan B

Drabble Yusuke Remember?; MUCC

Title: Yusuke Remember? Banda
: MUCC
Author: [info] ljmoony
Rating: M
couple : Chapters
TatsurouxMiya : Single (Drabble)
Characters: Miya, Tatsurou, Yukke, SATOchi
Warnings: shounen ai, yaoi
Summary: Yukke, surprisingly, one of the many quiet mornings Miya storm when it is talking only among suspocisiones and many "have".
Note: can be read as a continuation of Hara or Watte hanasu and Error. It is dedicated to [info] hikomoru , who asked me to publish the Drabble. I re-read, but not retouched. I wrote it a lot, so forgive a little does not meet your expectations ~. Hope you like it, anyway ♥.

blinked again, knowing that time is cruel in winter, and consume hours a day, gives the same feeling consumed in a short time, sunrises too. He inhaled the cigarette butt, hiding from wind splashed her balcony window, it also consumed faster that way. Its balcony, which does not give the garage, but a busy, and not so busy, street of Tokyo.
slipping away a finger behind his glasses, rubbed his hard one eye, and arranged just like the bangs.
... I was very young when I left to wait in the train station. So young, we fail to ever quarrel. And I always wondered what kind of child would have been if you had gone, some day at the train station to pick me up at the start of the school. Miro
your grandson, and I see in him much of what I was when you took me to the zoo, amusement park, or appear to listen when I told you my lady. How tired were you, I realize now that ... and think that your eldest son followed your steps, and I never wanted anything to do with them. It has thirty-four, and looks forty.
Do you how I imagined? I doubt that as a musician. Whiners are not musicians, and I was one important. Is it true that the dead are still alive, but in the hearts of others? Now there are many parents, perhaps? One in my heart, one on the mom ... So what? Mama always said you see me with proud eyes. Shame on Sorry, Dad. Surely not get to cover or one-eighth of your expectations. When I turned thirty, I thought, "this year if I fail in love with a woman, then I can never be a father." Not that I have searched too. Tatsurou appeared when the ray of hope inside of me, was as small as the last ray of hope that the day I understood, I understood and I realized you would not ever return more. Even get to know him. "I'd want, in the hypothetical case of not being me, the shame of the family? Would you love me yet? So I wonder if I was in love with Tatsurou ... I read there that a man falls in love with another when there is a kind of absence in his image father. Is it true? I love to think SATOchi, but no comparison. He had resigned a year and had been in love with another person. I insisted
years ... and years ... and years ... "I insisted." In fact I did nothing. I just could not get it out of his head. Tatsurou turned out to be like a yo-yo. The greater the force had to be away from my head, back harder. And me liked. How do ... I fall in love with a man who never looked at me with different eyes than those of a friend, a leader, a co-worker? How do you fall in love with a man? How do you fall in love, if not in your dreams you can imagine happy at his side? How sad.

dug his nails of your thumbs, simultaneously, in those thumbs. Slow and loud, making its way through more closed ends.
Sometimes I think ... how things had been as if I were not me. Or if I were that I created for me not living with my true self, of which only traces remain Tatsurou is gathering inadvertently. "You'll note that I am not the same? Or am I as fearful that strives to keep seeing me like a lion? "It's an ogre." Offend me so much. It hurts so much. And what right, if I ever looked? Or do not look for more? Rummaging through the ruins of what was left of my true self, I think I just to account ... I feel so comfortable being myself, being my true self, to return to the true self that I created another is difficult. Tatsurou
accompanied me to visit this year ... did you see? Maybe you did not see shit, and I do not give a shit you're listening. And I'm talking to myself like an idiot, as always, like every day I wake up thinking about the fucking "would." Do you know why I thought of you today? I always remember for something different. Today I remembered because when I woke up Tatsurou I was holding her hand. And when I let go of their own, compare in size. My hand is yours, and yours was mine, there ... when you never came back. So I thought of you.
Anyway, did you see that this year I went with thee? Never thought I would do, and I think if I can have this "conversation" with you, is because of him. All Septembers of my life, the guys just keep silent and hug me before I left. Sometimes I accompany to station train. Sometimes they leave me alone. This year I was so ... fragile, which I think is why he preferred to accompany Tatsurou. He likes to be alone when you do not know what to think. And like a good boy, he hoped that others react to him as he does the rest. But I think this time the worry much at all. Yukke ... Yusuke do you remember? You always wonder the same thing ... well, Yusuke called me several times. And SATOchi too.
this year ... all were very happy Tatsurou the visit. I think it was the first time in many years that we smile at lunch. It's a fun guy, y'know? And entertained a lot like your grandson. I do not like to see me mourn. Mom did not understand anything ... I think that scared a little. Poor mom.

stamped on his face, a wave splashed icy wind, forcing him to open his eyes abruptly. Hitting turned on her bare feet, closed the window behind their backs, watching the fingers were red and cold.
If Mom reacted as reacted, then it will be better to leave everything as is. Although yesterday when I went to asked me Tatsurou. And relaxed, and I think he wants you know? and it does not "upset" that we are ... together.
Smiling, he noted that in addition to red, they were pretty deflated, the product of the cold.
I would love to compare yourself with the father of one of the boys, but it is deceiving. Because you still look like a hero, because even you are my Dad, capitalized, and because you'll always be the only one who will remember me as a child. I do not know what kind of adult ages. I do not know what had been our relationship. I do not know if I'd love Tatsurou, although I'm quite sure I'm making excuses to not feel so ... stupid. And how pathetic I am talking to you. Him.
Looking up, stumbled Yukke. I watched him in the distance, the height of the frame of the hall. Even in pajamas, with Roberto in his arms, and surprising and miraculously disheveled. Miya kept silence, because the image I had dislocated both, who was still on the balcony, talking alone.
Walking toward him, pulled the puppet Yukke left halfway and pounced on him, squeezing it tight in his arms.
The silence lasted longer than expected.

- Did you dream ugly? - Finally asked the major.
- No.
- You cheesy? - laughed.
- No.
- What happened to you that you fell out of bed and show me your crusts and hair to either side?

returning the embrace with intensity, Miya stroked smaller head affectionately. Yukke had those things. Luckily.

PS: it is 26 in Japan, so happy ~ 31, Guccha!

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