Personalized Zebra Napkins

~ Chapter 3 ~ An unnecessary lie A lie

Title: A
unnecessary lie Banda: Super Junior Genre
: Romance, Angst
original author (Eng) : eosinred [Original ] Translator
: fishink
Corrective : Prongs
Rating: NC-17
Couples: Chapters
HyukHae : 2 / 5
Characters: Donghae, HyukJae, Siwon
Summary: To Donghae, two years have been sufficient.



"Siwon, take off, please ..." Hyukjae pushed her boyfriend, who was kissing his neck. The two had stayed in the room where they always did. Siwon

fell back into bed and grunted.

"What now, Hyukkie?" The child did not bother to hide the frustration in her voice. "We've been through the same thing from two weeks ago and already I'm getting tired ... "he said, rubbing his face with his strong hands.

"Sorry ... just not in the mood ..."

"Hyukkie, tell me ... is something wrong?" Siwon settled in a way that sat before Hyukjae.

All ... Hyukjae wished it were so easy to say, but it was not. Not even he could understand why I was acting like that. Siwon had why they had been so for two weeks. Donghae

Since I leave ... everything had become a mess. Siwon should have told that the end was free, but could not. Felt like I was betraying Donghae. I could not understand anything. Only one thing was clear ... the child missed ... missed him with all his might.

tried to live normally, but it seemed that he was avoiding. Watched comedy shows I saw Donghae with one of those rare occasions when I was home by early evening, but no longer amused. Just remember when they played to remain silent to see who laughed first. And since he was a bad loser, always to trap attacking Donghae, tickling his neck until the child had watery eyes with laughter.

When he awoke, he went straight to the kitchen because he was accustomed to seeing their breakfast ready on the table. Donghae usually prepared it. The major did not usually pay much attention, thinking the other was preparing breakfast for two because it was more practical. After thinking it realized that Donghae rarely took breakfast.
Over the weekend saw Donghae with only a cup of coffee while reading the newspaper ... sorry do not know how he liked to take it. It was a couple

inconsiderate.

was funny how these things after him now that he was free ...

"Wonnie ... let us awhile." She said quietly. He got out of bed and began to button his shirt. Never in his nearly six-year relationship had thought that this moment would come, the moment where he asks for a time Siwon. They were madly in love ... now, I was not very sure of his feelings. Break the link seemed the right thing ...

"Wh-What?" Siwon was confused. "Did I do something wrong Hyukkie?"

"No ..."

"Then ... why?"

"I need a break ... we've been doing it for 6 years, Siwon."

"I do not believe ... he has something to do with it, is not it? Did he tell you to stop me? "

" He has nothing to do ... it is my decision "On one side was a lie, Donghae did have something to do ... unconsciously. In recalling the last conversation he had with Brown, his heart ached. He remembered how vulnerable the child looked when she admitted she loved him ... and how cruel had been his reaction.
fixed
When finished, she took her things and looked at Siwon.
"I'm leaving ..."

Siwon sighed before standing up, I knew I had let it be a Hyukjae, knew how strong she put on more when he took a decisió n, insisting only worsen your relationship.

"Have dinner first, then I'll take you home ..."

Hyukjae just nodded. They left the hotel and waited for the manager brought the car parking Siwon.



* Donghae, who happened to be in the same hotel for a meeting, saw Hyukjae Siwon jump on the bandwagon. He had witnessed the same scene a thousand times, but still the pain that caused him the scene did not seem to decrease ... never got used to her, but every time he did the pain was greatest.

"Donghae-sshi, would we accompany you to dinner?" Offered Mr. Hwang, the president of the company you had just negotiated.

"I'd love to, sir, but my wife ..." He smiled falsely. That was the easiest way to make excuses, I knew the Lord would understand.

"Ah ... the wives. Yes ... always make return home early ... "laughed the old man. "Your wife is lucky to have you, young man," he said as he patted his shoulder. "You owe me a dinner Donghae-ah, next time bring her" Donghae nodded and bowed farewell before heading to the lobby.

was driving his car without any problem, when a truck suddenly swerved to the opposite lane you and next thing he knew, everything around is dark.



* sighs Besides, could not hear any other sound in the car of Siwon. They had just had dinner and was about to leave Hyukjae at home. The silence that filtered into the room was broken when the cell started ringing more, Hyukjae frowned when he saw his mother's number on the screen.

"Where are you?" Her mother asked nervously.

"Out ..." he replied. His mother knew of his activities and was not very happy about it. Hyukjae kept silent by telling him he had Donghae situacióny no problem with because I knew what he would do if he knew his father.

"Come immediately to the hospital Hyukkie Donghae had an accident ..." The line went dead before Hyukjae could ask anything. It took a while to finish to process what had just happened and when he did he felt very weak.

"Siwon, stop the car ..." His voice trembling, Siwon frowned.

"What happened? "

" I need to go to the hospital right now ... oh God, please stop the car ... "

" Hyukjae, calm down. I'll take you ... but first tell me what happened. "

" My husband ... had an accident. I have to go away! "In his state of panic Hyukjae could not see the expressions of pain and confusion in the face of Siwon.

That was the first time Hyukjae referíaa Donghae is like "your husband."

"I'll take ..."

"No! You know you can not see you there ... "

" They will not Hyukkie ... I just want to make sure you get there safe and sound "Siwon squeezed the helm as change of address n to go to the hospital.

"Okay ..." stayed Hyukjae silent. When they reached the vicinity of the hospital, Hyukjae car quickly fell completely forgetting Siwon thank for having been up there ...

Siwon stared sadly at the receding figure of Hyukjae. "Am I missing?" He thought, then turned and left, his heart full of doubt.

Hyukjae came panting to the emergency room, Donghae's mother hugged him as he saw it.

"Hyukkie ... my son ..." cried the elderly.

"Umma ... be well ..." he said to rub her back in an attempt to make her feel better. I was not sure who was trying to convince Donghae's mother or himself. She felt lost in knowing that he could do nothing to improve the condition of Donghae at that time.

"What happened?" Asked nobody in particular.

"The driver was drunk ... the driver of another car was at fault" replied his father.

A great hatred for the unknown driver Hyukjae invaded. Apparently the injuries he had suffered another man had been small and was already under police custody. Hyukjae's jaw tightened and he swore that if something bad happened to Donghae man rot in jail.

The 30-minute wait felt like hours, all was quiet, worried, waiting for the doctor out.

Donghae's mother went to the doctor as soon as it quickly left the emergency room.

"Doctor, how is my son?"

"Okay, ma'am. Her legs are broken but able to walk in a month or two with the help of therapy "

Sighs of relief were heard throughout the hall. Donghae was safe, that was all that mattered at that time.

"We still have to get some scans and do some tests to be sure, but for now, that's all. Do not worry much, for tomorrow and awakened. "

" Thanks, Doc ... "thanked the mother of Donghae.

"Nothing ... now if you'll excuse me ..."

few minutes later, Donghae was moved from the emergency room to a private room.

Hyukjae's eyes filled with tears to see the condition of Donghae. You could see at a glance that he had lost weight, which had not been caused by the accident. His face was full of surface scratches, but still and not overshadowed her beauty. His two legs were plastered. The nurse gave him the belongings that had gathered in Donghae, shame indavió to Hyukjae when he saw the wedding ring. He almost never wore his ... only did so when they were with their parents.

He felt responsible for what happened ... I felt hatred towards the owner of the car that crashed into Donghae was minimal compared to the hatred he felt toward himself. Felt he was the culprit.

Donghae's mother did not want to leave, but Hyukjae insisted that the old woman looked very stressed and needed to rest. I also wanted to spend time alone with Donghae ... at least to lessen the guilt a little.

After much persuasion, succeeded in convincing the woman to go home and rest.

When at last they were alone, Hyukjae sat on the edge of bed, clasped his free hand Donghae with it like a completely natural action ...

"Sorry ..." with his free hand pulled the hair that covered the eyes of Donghae. He played semi-wrinkled forehead of a minor who before his playing automatically relaxed.

"Will I be abandoned overnight and you have the guts to show up after an accident?" Caught his eye as if the other could hear everything what he was saying. Donghae wanted to shake to get up from your unconscious ... so they could talk ... that would be calmer.

"Do you know how much I've missed Hae-ah?" He took a sharp breath when he felt the hand that held it moved a little ... "Wake up soon, is yea? Talk ... "he said giving a gentle kiss on the cheek of Donghae. He settled into the chair that was beside the bed, held her clasped hands to make sure that when he awoke Donghae was there. He leaned his head on the bed and closed his eyes to sleep.

* Donghae recovered

consciousness when she felt the sun's rays fell on his face. His body ached, an indication that he was alive, smiled sadly still with eyes closed. It would have been better if they simply died ... he opened his eyes slowly, trying to adjust his vision to the sudden light. He felt something heavy at his side, his hand was numb so he turned to look at him and ran into a fire red hair ... it was Hyukkie.

A warm feeling spread throughout the body of Donghae, see Hyukjae gave him some comfort there. Knowing that in some ways more worried about him made him feel a little better, but knew not to get used to that feeling. As much as I would like to keep Hyukjae at his side, did not want the other to feel obligated. Two years had been insufficient. I had already decided to let it go, and would ensure that the other will enjoy their freedom without any remorse or guilt. Before closing his eyes, looked carefully at the figure sleeping in bed, watching one last time, because the next time you open volveríaa not know who Lee Hyukjae.

*
Hyukjae
awoke to the smell of coffee in the environment. He smiled when he felt Donghae's hand was still between his, he looked around and saw the boy's mother was already there.

"Umma ..." the old woman smiled before handing him a cup of coffee.

"I think I should go home Hyukkie. You must rest ... "strongly denied Hyukjae head. Disagreed with the idea, wanted to be there when Donghae opened her eyes.

"No umma. I'm staying ... I take care of Donghae ... "Major honestly. Donghae's mother smiled sadly.

"Sorry Hyukjae ... but do not feel responsible. I can take care of Donghae ... "Hyukjae frowned at the old lady.

"That's not umma. Donghae is my husband ... that I'm right here "

" I know everything, Hyukjae ... and sorry I got you into this situation. "the woman said gently," We thought we knew that was what best for you ... but we were wrong. We should not be forced to marry if any. "
Hyukjae
silent.

"I disagreed when I said he had asked the divorce papers" kept looking intently at the more "To be honest, I was about hate ... but he made me realize that I was wrong I was. I know how much I love my son, you were their only source of happiness from the death of my husband. Just the mention of your name my son smiling, I guess that being a mother, I became selfish. I wanted to bring happiness, but in the process forgot to consider yours. I do not think you're happy if you see here Hyukjae, not because they want to see you but because I'd rather know you're having fun. "

Every word said in Donghae mother made Hyukjae realized how blind he had been to not notice that Donghae love felt for him, yet might be able to name the emotions I was having was in love with Donghae ... . I did not know how or when he passed, but Donghae had captured completely. Without even knowing it. He looked at the child gently when he realized that he was beginning to awaken.

"Hae?"

The boy's mother ran to her side ... a smile crossed on his face when Donghae's eyes finally opened.

"Umma ..." Brown said in a hoarse voice.

"You're safe, baby ..."

Donghae's eyes turned quickly to see his clasped hands.

"Hae-ah ... how do you feel?" Hyukjae stared into the eyes of the child, meeting with a blank.

"Who are you?" said the child and Hyukjae smile faded.

"Hey, stop playing ..." he said trying to joke, but when Donghae broke his hand he realized what was happening was real. Turned to look at Donghae's mother who was also appalled at the way he was acting like Donghae.

"Hae-ah ... is Hyukkie, your husband. Do not you remember? "Her mother asked gently.

Donghae shook his head.

"I do not remember, umma ..."

Hyukjae was about to mourn to hear those words. Just when he realized his feelings for Donghae, now was the other who could not remember hers. His heart was shattered.

"I will go-vo-I call the doctor ..." she apologized.

Donghae The doctor examined them and reported having temporary memory loss or amnesia. I was not sure when he would return the memory of the child but that he would return, return. Hyukjae prayed for it to happen soon because the expressionless look Donghae gave him was like a stab to his heart.



* Silence filled the room when the mother of Donghae decided to leave them alone for a moment. A Donghae did not like the feeling of ignoring Hyukjae but I knew I had to do, otherwise, the monster within him saldríaa light. Le rogaríaa Hyukjae to stay with him, he left to Siwon ... and could no longer deprive Hyukjae of happiness.

The biggest dared to break the silence, if he wanted to remind Donghae had to do something. He approached the bed and sat it on the edge.

"Do not you remember me, right?" He asked trying to keep his voice broke.

"Sorry ... but no."

"Do not worry ... I'll help you remember ..." he said smiling. "I Hyukjae, are the same age, but I'm older than you. We've had two years of marriage ... and I regret to say that I was the worst wife in the world ... "Annoyed, Hyukjae wiped the tear that rolled down his cheek.

"I should have been a lousy husband also ..."

"No ... you were the best ..." Donghae

was confused, why Hyukjae was saying all these things?

"We loved each other?"

SSI ... Yes ... "

"So I should not have forgotten ... love never forget, right? I feel nothing towards you at this time ... so probably what we felt was not as deep "Donghae lied, did not even know how he could say all those lies without flinching.

Hyukjae bit her lip. The urge to tell that Donghae loved him with all his heart was uncontrollable, but decided better to postpone the confession until Donghae regain memory in this way ... could confide to each other.

"Just say that because you lost your memory ... when you regain your love will realize how you are to me ..."

am the one who is in love ... and be , the only one.

"I do not know ..."

"I think you should rest more Hae-ah ... I'll go to the house and bring some things ... I'll be back soon, okay? "

" Okay ... "

" Donghae ... please remember me ... "she said just before leaving Donghae.