What Does Liver Failure Mean

A lie

Title: A lie unnecessary
Banda: Super Junior
Genre: Romance, Angst
original author (Eng.) : eosinred [Original ]
Translator: fishink
Proofreader: Prongs
Rating: NC-17
Couples: HyukHae
Chapters: 3 / 5
Characters: Donghae, HyukJae, Siwon
Summary : To Donghae, two years have been sufficient.


Hyukkie Sorry, I'm doing this for you ... Donghae thought as he watched the door close.

The child did not want to Hukjae feel sorry for him, all he wanted was that the more happy with the person who loved that person and definitely was not him. Was Siwon. *



Hyukjae was waiting for a taxi when a car stopped in front of known him. Siwon.

"Hyukkie, up ..."

Hyukjae frowned with a sigh.

should not be here, but this is probably the best chance to chat. thought as he climbed on the bandwagon.

"Siwon, you know you should not have come."

"He ... how are you?" Siwon asked ignoring this.

"Now is fine, but broke his leg ... and can not remember certain things." Sadness that showed the frightened voice of Hyukjae Siwon.

"What do you mean?"

"has amnesia ... can not remember ..."

"Do not assume that this is good news? "Siwon stopped breathing waiting for Hyukjae response, but the other remained silent.

Taking the silence as a sign that he could continue, Siwon followed, trying to ignore the fact that silence in itself meant that Hyukjae was uncomfortable with the direction that conversation was taking.

"It would be easier that way if pidieras e-"

"I'm not going to leave now, Siwon ..."

"I understand you feel sorry for him but ..."

"I feel sorry for my husband" Hyukjae closed his eyes. I knew that what was going to say it could destroy Siwon, but I had to do it now ... "I love you" her voice was so soft he could barely distinguish.

"I do not believe ..." Siwon said with contempt "Now you're just confused, Hyukkie. I understand ... "He breathed Hyukjae strongly and looked to move the head gently.

Within moments, millions of emotions showed on his face. Confusióny mainly pain.

pain Hyukjae seize the heart to see Siwon in that way, but even so, there was no other way. I knew it was selfish on his part, but wished with all my heart that Siwon would understand sooner or later because more than to be lovers, were best friends.

The truth hurts, was what proved Siwon at the time. As much as I would like to deny everything, could not signs had been there, he had chosen to ignore them with all his strength when it should have done the opposite, and was now in a situation that could no longer to accept them. It was too late to fight for Hyukjae. Without even realizing it, I had lost.

* Siwon

parked his car to get to the entrance of the building where he lived Hyukjae.

"Siwon, you know I will always love you, right?"

may not be the kind of love he wanted, but those words were enough to make you feel good to Siwon. The pain would always be there, but those simple words from Hukjae remembered the promise he had made before becoming a partner. Always be protected and would support each other. Hyukjae knew never let anything hurt him, but, like him, there were some things he could not control.

knew I had to be thankful that Hyukjae has admitted from the start that he had stopped loving him as a couple.

"How?"

"If I knew how ... I'd tell you, but do not know ..." said Hyukjae looking ruefully at Siwon.

"This is goodbye, Hyukkie" asked the child.

"It would be selfish of me to ask you to stay ..."

"Tonto, we're still friends. I'm still your best friend. If you ask me to stay I will. "

Hyukjae tried to fight back the tears she had in her eyes. What had I done to be able to find such a wonderful person in your life?

"Would you? I feel like I'm lost now ... Wonnie ... I ... "he asked with a trembling voice. Tears began to fall from their eyes and next thing he knew was that she was huddled in the arms of Siwon.

"I will, Hyukkie ..." I'll do to make sure you're well.

Between sobs, Hyukjae Siwon told all that had passed between Ely Donghae. Siwon ignored their pain, focusing on what he said the major.

"I have fear Siwon. What if ... you never recover memory? "Siwon

hated the anxiety reflected in the eyes of Hyukjae.

"I'll do, you're a creature utterly impossible to forget, Hyukkie. You'll see that it will " said, trying to put it mildly "And if not, I guess you can go back with me ..." he joked though he meant it.

Hyukjae smiled and after a moment pouted.

"No way ... you better start to find you someone, Wonnie ..." he said sincerely. The feeling was strange, considering he never thought to tell that to Siwon.

"Nah ... I have a broken heart now ..." said winking the eye. "I guess first I'll be alone for a while ..."
Blame Hyukjae invaded again, behind that smile, I knew that Siwon was hurt.

"The temple-"

"It was a joke, Hyukkie. Do not worry about me. I'm big boy and you do not know ... "Siwon interrupted him as he raised his eyebrows suggestively, the more simply rolled her eyes.

"Thanks, Siwon ... really."

"For you the world, Hyukkie. I think you'd better hurry ... your husband, I am sure it must be waiting for you. "

" Okay ... "said Hyukjae before leaving the car.

"Hyukkie ..."

"Yes?"

"If something bad happens, tell me, okay? If you lose patience while waiting to regain his memory, I can always hit your head against the wall. "

" Understood. "

Hyukjae saw Siwon's car drove away, his chest felt lighter than she had felt in days. Now there was only one thing and life would be perfect.

Love Donghae.

entered the building ignoring the evil looks that the other tenants you going. He did not care. Had made mistakes in the past but would correct them one by one.

took a shower and packed up some clothes. A small smile crossed his lips when he put his wedding ring. He was not used using it, but it felt good to see the ring adorning her finger. *



returned to the hospital and was surprised to hear the laughter echoing Donghae up outside the room, he felt excited to know what made him laugh. He turned the knob only to be surprised at the presence of another person in the room. For what it looked like you could tell he was a nurse, Hyukjase not know why but the girl did not give good spine.

"Ah, you Hyukkie ... back! "I cheerfully greeted the mother of Donghae. Hyukjae smiled back. "By the way, she is Oh My Young ... going to be a nurse and therapist in Donghae."

"Hello" I greeted the nurse.

"Hello ... nice to meet you ..."

"You must be the friend of Donghae"

"I'm your husband." His tone was possessive, Hyukjae studied the reaction of the girl and could tell he was disappointed.

"Oh ..."

The lowest observed Hyukjae, possessiveness in his voice made Donghae had hopes for a moment, but his realistic side not let him.

"My young-ssi, do you think I will be very difficult to walk again?" Donghae asked breaking the silence that filled the room.

"In my opinion, you're in good health, so you can do it again in a couple of weeks ... if you try"

"And if I do?"

"It may take months or your life" he replied, Hyukjae could swear that the girl's smile gave Donghae was flirtatious.

"I see, I guess if you do not get really wanted to walk again means that I'll have a nice nurse like you by my side. I think I laze ... "Donghae gave him a warm smile to my Young making the girl blush.

Hyukjae felt as if he had given a slap in the face, even Donghae's mother was surprised.

"Do not take very seriously my son, Mi Young ... you're cute but I like to ride causing her husband ... you know, giving him jealous," said the mother of Donghae suddenly.

Mi Young Donghae looked as if asking if it was true, what the other just shrugged and smiled slightly. A Hyukjae it hurt my throat, I wanted to mourn, all this was very painful.

"I never get jealous, Umma, I know Donghae loves me ..." said Hyukjae forcing a smile.

So that was how Donghae felt every time he went with Siwon, probably his pain was a thousand times worse, knowing that Hyukjae was more than just flirt with Siwon.

An awkward silence filled the room again, Mi Young apologized and said that volveríaa see once you have removed the plaster to the child.

"Hae-ah ..." said the mother of Donghae when Mi Young left the room "that was rude ... "

Donghae frowned.

"It's okay to flirt with the nurse, especially if your husband is near."

"A husband can not remember which ..." Donghae turned to look at Hyukjae "Furthermore, Hyukjae seems not to affect ... "

" It should not ... "lied Hyukjae.

course ... because I love.

"But I do not like ... can not ask for another nurse?" Asked Hyukjae.

"I'll ask the doctor if they can recommend,"

"Do not bother, Umma, I like. I will not do any therapy if not her, "

" Donghae ... if your husband does not like we can find another. "

" I am patient, my opinion should be only to be taken into consideration. " Donghae said flatly.

"Okay, no problem ..." gave Hyukjae, fear growing in him, did to Donghae liked the nurse?

A Donghae came the idea was when he first saw a Mi Young, it would be easy to Huykjae sign the papers if he knew that he was interested in someone else. Probably the biggest felt responsible for what had happened when he had nothing to do.



* Once they were alone, sat Hyukjae with Donghae but avoided looking at him. I could not bear the lack of familiaridadque gave him the look of Donghae.

"Hyukjae."

"Yes?"

"You said you were a bad husband, is not it?"

"Yes"

& ldquo , before he lost his memory, ever crossed my mind ... you know ... "

" No ... "lied Hyukjae. Had afraid that if she told the truth, the other would insist on the subject.

"Really? Why not? "The child could not understand why Hyukjae had to lie to your question.

"Because I love ... because you love me with all your soul ... Hae Tell me, do you really not feel anything?"

"No ..."



* Finally, two days after s, Dr. Donghae was discharged from hospital, the less stressed staying in his mansion, instead of returning to the apartment of the two.

Hyukjae accepted, but still felt sad and knew that the home environment may help your recovery. The child had spent his childhood there, so it could also cause memory Donghae return.

Instead of using Donghae's room, which was on the second floor, were installed in the guest bedroom on the first floor.

Hyukjae was settling her things in a drawer Donghae when it interrupted.

"Why are you putting your stuff in there?"

Hyukjae frowned.

"Why I stay here?"

"There are several rooms in the house, do not have to share one ... better yet, why not better go back to your department Hyukjae? "Donghae knew he was being a bit harsh, but having Hyukjae about in this way was a great temptation and could not continue with his act if he was so close.

"We are married, Hae ... are we supposed to share a room."

"I feel uncomfortable when you're around."

Hyykjae opened his mouth to say something but nothing came out. Her tears threatened to fall so he turned away, biting his lip, sometimes simply would like to surrender. Sometimes words were very hurtful Donghae. She took her stuff putting in his suitcase and left the room without saying a word.

Donghae knew he had gone too far this time, had been clearly marked Hyukjae wound. I would like to be beaten by saying such things and hurt, but could not back down now ... and apologize in the future when everything was settled between them.

The boy's mother saw Hyukjae when he left the room, saw the biggest tears falling from his eyes.

"Hyukkie, "What happened?"

"Umma," I can use another room? "

" Of course, but first tell me what had happened, "the old woman Hyukjae pulled within an adjacent room. "Why are you crying?"

"Nothing, umma. I'm just a little sensitive ... "

" Not true, Hyukjae. What Donghae told you? "brown stared into the eyes of the old woman in front of him.

"He says he feels uncomfortable when I'm around."

"And you feel bad about what he said?"

Hyukjae nodded.

"Hyukjae Tell me honestly, I do not misinterpret your actions, but ... are you in love with my son?"

For the second time Hyukjae nodded, he felt so helpless at that time.

Mother Donghae hugged him and smiled, I knew that as he was telling the truth and Donghae also knew that he must stop pretending once.
Yes, I knew that his son had no amnesia. A mother might realize. Everything was very familiar to Donghae, all but Hyukjae. Yet he had told her son that she knew because he had realized that Donghae was already big boy to make their own decisions. Already had meddled too much in his life before, this time going to let Donghae do things his way.

"Shh ... everything will be fine, Hyukkie ... "

" I hope so umma ... "

" I think you should rest, you have not slept well in days. Rest, right? You can use this room. If you need anything, tell me. "

After leaving Hyukjae room, the old woman went straight to Donghae, when he entered, he found his son at the wall without expression n any.

"Hae-ah ..."

"Umma ..."

"I saw tears Hyukjae ... Son, you're hurting. Thus do not hurt people you love ... you're away from you "

" He loves me ... happiness is not with me. "

" If you had amnesia and you had Hyukjae realized that is in love with you, but as you're blinded by the idea that he is in love with another person, you can not see how much he cares for you. How you

Donghae loves ... not asked how her mother knew of his amnesia, he knew he had his ways.

"You're wrong umma. The way it works, all due to the fault ... not for love. "

" It's your decision, son. Still, I want you to take the best, no matter what. "

" I will. "